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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

realize..

realize something today

i watched a movie today
in the movie
a man lose his beloved wife
but his friends accompany him all the time
he was seems to be happy
with his son

at the moment
i'm thinking that
will his wife feels unhappy if she see the moment he was so happy with his friends?
since they had just broken up
yes
just like me
i would unhappy if i see my bf happy although just break up with me
it's normal huh?
by the word of LOVE
but in the other way of thinking
the purpose of i been with him just want him to happy
and now
he was happy
so why should i unhappy?
maybe i'm think that he never love me?
so still happy although break up with me?
i'm indeed stupid of my thinking these time
and makes myself and him unhappy

yes
i realize something
some people doesn't show up their emotion in front of people
and try to happy in front of people who try to make him/her happy

i realize that
although he was happy at the moment with his friends
although he doesn't show up
but i think he was unhappy of what happen to us
very unhappy
just don't want to show up
and try to forget those unhappy thing
with his friends...
coz they just his normal friends huh?
why wanna show up his own feelings towards them?
he is Taurus
he just show up his real feelings to his beloved
that's me
i can feel it

this moment
i realize how much he love me
and how much he cares of me
although we was broke up

don't ask me what place am i in his heart?
that's no. 1
indeed, no suspicious
maybe no.2
no.1 is food!! hah

and i realize that his friends just a tools to control his unhappy feelings
yes, that's it!!

moreover, i realize that
if i think like that
i would be happy more
and makes people beside me happy
yes, that's you
i should think positively
and i should always think that how much he loves me
how much things he had done to me
but not just think of what bad thing he had done to me...LOL
although something
unhappy is really happened
but
he never gave me up
and cares me lots day by day
i really appreciate it
and thanks to GOD
i have a bf like this

dear
i love u much
i will think positively start from now
and makes you happy all the time
i will accompany you
through my life till the end
don't ever try to leave me...=p

p/s: i gonna get heal soon...because of the medicine given by my beloved...thanks lots!!
p/p/s: i love blog!! and you of course...^^

loves
chloe tan




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