crying

crying
he cry in front of me today
for the 1st time
actually
he already cry in front of me many times already
but he never let me see it
he always turn over his face and pretend nothing
he pretend to be tough enough
don't wanna let me see his weakest side...
but today
he cried out
because of his family problem
i cry too
because too pain for me to see him such suffer...

in my opinion
i don't think guys look weak if them cry
i feels that it's a brave way to express themselves
and he choose to cry in front of me
and hug me tight
means i'm important for him
he choose to release out every feeling of him towards me
i appreciate it, really...
nowaday
he express himself very well
he will told me his feeling
his mood
i like the way he does
so that i could understand him better...


he cried because of his family problem
some argument had happened in his family
i can see it
he really care of his family
he want his family to happy always
smile always
he worry lots
care lots
he cares for his parents
don't want them to be so tired being work
although the salary isn't enough for him all the time
but he still willing to help
willing to do
coz he want to help his dad and mum
don't want them to be so tired
less their burden
but
he get a totally opposite treat from them
they scold him always
and blame him on everything
although that's not done by him
they even never support on what he done...

i can see it
he already stand for this for a long time
he didn't angry because he don't want have any argument in his family
he choose to be silence
by the word of LOVE
he loves his parents
dad and mum...

but today
he release them out
in front of me
i can see how suffer and how pain is him
I feels pain to see such situation...
for the 1st time..
i must care of him lots start now
I must be a people to care him the most
I don't want to let him feel lonely
you still got me!! ok?

he gonna be a good husband and good father in the future
i can see through the happening today...
because he cares of his family
he still laugh and say shame of crying in front me after release out all his feelings...LOL
just wanna let you know
never feel shame and don't shy to talk bout your things
we're couple
we should share our things together
express your feeling in the way you like =)
i never laugh you
and i will support you forever...
i love you
be happy always ^^

loves
chloe tan