mukabuku

finally get update with my blog =)
much things happen through the weeks and yeah
i had a great weekend for 2 weeks =O

1st weekend
i was at sepang
oh, not really..
is serdang + sepang
a lovely wedding ocassion was hold there
1st night, i had a buffet at my cousin's house
the food was indeed delicious!!
and i met my superb lovely niece & nephew
sam & xuan
here's the picture *winks

aren't they look cute??
ah...i love them much much much~~

we camwhore for bunch of picture...found it at facebook =)
and for the next day..taadaa!!
the bride & the bridegroom XD
they are cute too!! aren't they?? =) love to see them for being so lovely ahh!! heart it ^^
night time, we had a wedding's dinner at their primary school located at sg. pelek, sepang
it's so nice for being a classmate since they are still young and don't know what love is
until now who gets married
love is really unique
here's some picture of mine & my hearted one
loves it
and yeah, finish for the 1st weekend =)
pic time~~

sam & ching =)
dearest granpa!!
xuan & me!! =D

mama
papa
bro =)
1st sis

and the last
sweetest pic ever!! <3

end of 1st weekend...

and now, for the 2nd weekend
im at kuantan now and having a great night with my dear!!
aha, what do u think??
just went for fun fair at giant...LOL
it was indeed BIG
actually, it can be said as the BIGGEST funfair at east coast~haha =p
since it was saturday
the road was fully occupied by the cars through our way
but then, i have a great bf that know how to make another way to it
and it save us lots of time
we went there for almost an hour playing some excited yet expensive game
regret of not being played the most excited game there...
nobody accompanied me of that =(
im going to go for the 2nd time...no doubt ^^
and i didn't took pic since it was crowded and i was like being in a hot pot!!
after that, the bf sent his friends home and we went for our date =)
he used to scare me of fetching me to a very dark & ''ghosty'' place...
ah, i was shocked and i cried out
but still, he managed to make me smile =)
and gosh, i forgot to take pic with him in the car
but then i don't wish to ask him too
sounds like forcing him =x
if he really feels in taking pic with me, he would do that
but i like the probability of having this chance is less than 10%
since im always the one who asked for =/

sun
woke up early in the morning to go temple
for the cleaning up
LOL
my dad used to force us for that
i was ordered for clean the dishes and cups since others cleaned the building
it was tiring wey!! since it was hard to twist the wet cloth
made my hands pain =x
facebook-ing for the whole noon time
just to play some ridiculous yet crazy quiz
and date for kshin since the bf was sleeping
went to tc for kfc...
out with bf through the night time

end of my post
longest post ever =)
have a big argument today
not going to said it here since it was sad
forgot about it
heart and love everything i own
nitez

p/s : im going to visit jojo tomorrow =))

loves
chloe tan

gave up

yes, i gave up already...
had just realize that some problem can never get solved...
i think too much..
i don't know who you are
i don't know who i am...

gave up, start a new life...
hope u will not unhappy of what i do recently..
stay happy and healthy
find your happiness =)

i had to see doctor already...
im suffer from depression
i know it, but i don't want to face it
is it every victim problem?

here's some information i found in a website

Symptoms that people have when they're depressed can include:

• depressed mood or sadness most of the time (for what may seem like no reason)
• lack of energy and feeling tired all the time
• inability to enjoy things that used to bring pleasure
• withdrawal from friends and family
• irritability, anger, or anxiety
• inability to concentrate
• significant weight loss or gain
• significant change in sleep patterns (inability to fall asleep, stay asleep, or get up in the morning)
• feelings of guilt or worthlessness
• aches and pains (with no known medical cause)
• pessimism and indifference (not caring about anything in the present or future)
• thoughts of death or suicide

i got them...
im getting worse
seriously
i really need a doctor
a counselor
and friends...

i feel dizzy and headache now...
help me

you are the best
im the worst
please take care of yourselves nicely
i love you
don't think of me anymore

loves
chloe tan

sigh...

sigh...
long time since my last updates...
no mood recently
but now is ok already..
some problems had just solved =) *winks

alex and rhen xiang were back on last thursday
we went for our yum-cha at friday night
old town
firstly, i was thought that i will be late since i had class on that night
but when i reach there, i'm the earliest person =.=''
waited alone at there for 10-15 minutes before their arriving...shit
i was busy typing messages when they arrived and i didn't notified choy mei reaction
she was cried!! because of her love problem
i suggested to go my home for further discussion...
since there was so noisy
we chat at my room for almost 2 hours
6 of us
siting, choy mei, joyce, rx, alex and me
suddenly there's was no electricity...damn
everywhere dark and i was so damn scared
i used to fetch choy mei and siting back
and i had to drive alone after sent them home...
the whole journey was scary...dark and quiet
eeee....finally reached home safely

saturday was siting's birthday
we went to tc for her celebration on 5pm
we sit in a circle and start our IQ quiz
it was fun when we guess for the formula and answer...
i learnt some too!!
good to learnt those things that confused people...hehe
but i used to back early coz i had date my bf
back at 7pm
never get the chance to sang birthday song for siting...
sorry ya...
and night,
outgoing with the bf
i was tired because we had a discussion last night
4.30-8.30am
then straight away went for work
i just sleep for 2 hours wey!
fell asleep while outgoing with him in car...LOL
not going to text what we discuss about
i know u know =)

today i went for cendol with alex and rx on evening
i hadn't been there although i was here for almost 3 years
LOL
i didn't taste any different for the cendol
it's just taste the same hah
we chat lots there
and alex said he couldn't hear what i said coz my tougue was struggle
haha...LOL
he told me to talk slowly and clearly...iishhhh!!
by the way, alex said he got interest to know my bf
LOL...coz i said lots of funny things in front of them
and he likes to make friends =)
but don't know the bf want or not hehe
went for yum cha again in night time LOL
siting, choy mei, chin boo, ah heng, khai shin, rx and alex
kemaman kopitiam
felt headache and didn't talk much on yum-cha sessions
even now!! LOL

p/s: i'm feeling not well...maybe because of the rain?

loves
chloe tan

mcb!!

no post about love from now on...
no post about him from now on...
no more love in my life from today!!
i can live myself nicely!!
i don't need anybody!!
mcb!!

ahhhh

didn't touch my computer for 5 days
suffer wey!!
spoil already..
play too much?

anywhoos
there's many things happen within these days
i'm not willing to say it here
coz i'm not remember...hah
but i still remember some happy things like
went kemaman with my dear on sunday
38 at khai shin house
LOL

for the last sunday
i went kemaman with my bf
just to visit my friend actually
but unfortunately they're not free at all
i just yum-cha with sally
enough already
hah
i ate stuffed crab that day
it's still taste the same huh?
nothing different
then we went for yum-cha
have a lots of chit-chatting between us
after that
went to cherating
miss there wey!
but im not happy because the bf seems like not happy of accompany me
i was angry and get down from the car as soon as the car stop
coz it make me think of something unfair!!
but he managed to make me happy after that
he really change a lot for me ^^
balanced already LOL

monday afternoon
i went to khai shin house
to suft internet for some slimming product on the net
my computer spoil dy mar...
find lots of lap sap(rubbish) there...
hah...but still managed to find things that we want
still thinking of buying it or not
cheap but i don't really trust it
see how then
will go to mall and search for other products LOL ^^

and yeah
i realize something again!!
i found that guy will be more interest on girl that just meet for few times than the girl that meet everyday
that's why he went out with them so much
and bring them to whenever they want to go
syok ma...never go with them before
fresh...LOL
is the same for couple also huh?
when you 1st get together with each other
you'll promise whatever he/she want
bring her to go whenever he/she want
try to make him/her happy
but as time passed
you change
you don't like to go out with him/her anymore
just like to staying at home all the time
maybe just for dinner sometimes
but not to shopping or beach
everything will return to normal as single

that's why he did like that on that time
although they're not his gf
but still fresh for him right?
he will gets boring if continue like that too
am i right?
hehehehehe

ahh!!!
boring day for me today
stayed at factory for whole morning and noon
made some account and played for some games to pass time
and went to jogging with khai shin
to walk actually
lazy wey
nice breath at there today
happy =)

p/s: i don't know where to go tomorrow noon and night...any suggestion?
p/p/s: im losing weight...happy ^^
p/p/p/s: aha!! long time didn't say already...i love you!!

loves
chloe tan